My grandfather passed away last week and I didn't go to the funeral. I wanted to. But it will cost me my entire savings to go. So I gaved my dad some money for the flowers instead. I wanted to see my grandpa before he got buried but what's the point? He left already, and I know he's in heaven with my grandma, Jesus and God now.

What happen was a shock to everyone in my family. Especially to my youngest aunt. She knocked on my room door one night and I open to see her burst in tears. She seems to love grandpa the most. My grandpa was actually going to have a minor surgery on his eye but it seems the doc did something wrong and he tried to stop the bleeding. After that, i'm not very sure, it was bleeding somewhere else internally and no one knows. By the time they found out, he was gone already.

I was telling my relatives that maybe he can't wait to see grandma in heaven, that's y he left. I told them that to cheer them up. My grandma passed away 10 years ago. Grandpa must have missed her dearly and now they are in heaven together. I know I will definitely see them again.

The sad thing is I, well, everyone din even get to say goodbye. I wanted to meet him after graduating in law and how proud he will be of me! I never see him after I came uk, and now i never will. He saw me grew up. I used to take naps in his room, not minding his pillow is always smell of his hair cream. I used to cut his feet nails for him because he couldn't reach them.

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Dear gong gong,

Though I never did say it, I do love you, my gong gong.  I love you and I miss you.

Good bye.

Love,

You precious grand daughter

Rebecca